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Kang Heng

choongyong.koh January 15th, 2010

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I have two boys: the elder one a 5-yr-old who inspired the setting up of my other blog, and the younger one a 22-month-old toddler that is the cute boy you see in the photo above.

His name is Koh Kang Heng (许康恒), because we wanted him to be healthy (健康,永恒). This is because Luck Heng the elder brother has been suffering quite a lot from ill-health, mostly due to the fact that he is attending pre-school, where we all know is a breeding ground for all sorts of germs and viruses to spread.

Kang Heng grew up pretty ok, but around the time when he was six months old, we noticed a little action that he seem to be doing frequently. He was bobbing his head once in a while, as if his neck muscles suddenly decided not to support the weight of the head. At our regular 6-month check up with the paediatrician, we mentioned it to him. However as the doctor could only imagine how it looked like from our description, he suggested it was just a weak neck (which is pretty common among 6-month-olds) and told us to just monitor.

As Kang Heng grew older, hand movement started to add to the occurrences of the head bobbing. Some people who see it thought it was rather cute (as with everything a baby does) and we did not think very much of it. At the same time, he was still not learning how to sit on his own, and mostly liked to laze on us whenever we carry him. We attributed all this to his ‘laziness’.

Gradually, we started to see that the head bobbing and hand raising movements might look like something that is out of the ordinary. After a quick search on the Internet, we learnt of the condition known as Tic, a sudden nonrhythmic movement or vocalization involving discrete muscle groups. It did not look too serious, and some equate it to hiccups. As such, we just thought of leaving it to the 12-month checkup with the paediatrician.

At the 12-month checkup, while describing the symptoms to the paediatrician, the attacks came. After witnessing it for himself, the paediatrician immediately referred us to a neurologist paediatrician for follow-up check, as he suspects this is a form of infantile spasm.

Luckily, we were able to get an appointment with the neurologist the following day. We went back to research on infantile spasm, and the outlook did not look very good: the wikipedia page says that statistically 5 out of every 100 children with that do not survive beyond 5 years of age. Both Yoke Ping and I went to the neurologist with a heavy heart, and I remember I cried as I drove on CTE that day.

The neurologist looked at Kang Heng, and order a EEG Test. This is a test where we had to place multiple electrodes on the scalp of Kang Heng to record the activities of his brain wave. It was really a heart wrenching sight to see one’s offspring with all those electrodes attached to the head, but what needs to be done, needs to be done.

The nurse recorded the brain waves under various conditions: awake, strobing lights, lights, dim lights, sleep etc. The most difficult part was to get Kang Heng to sleep. After some hours struggling in the EEG test room, we finally was able to get the recording done. The neurologist studied the report, and told us a slightly better news than we expected. The worst case scenario for such a EEG test is that it indicates disturbed brainwaves in all parts of the brain. In the case of Kang Heng, it seems to be localised in certain portions of the lower brain on the left and the right side. The diagnosis we get is “partial onset seizure”.

To be sure about the diagnosis, the neurologist ordered an MRI test the following day. As such, the next after was spent trying to get Kang Heng to sleep on command again, since if he was awake, he would not keep still enough for the imaging in MRI to be captured properly. Kang Heng is one who will struggle a lot to keep himself awake, if he does not want to sleep when I try to rock him to sleep. The doctor gave some sedatives to make it easier for Kang Heng to go to sleep, but he kept on fighting it, shaking his head vigorously to keep awake. After some hours of struggling, he finally fell asleep, but both Yoke Ping and I were also exhausted. Finally the MRI was captured properly.

We had to go back to the neurologist a few days later for the MRI report. It turns out that the MRI report confirms the results of the EEG test, just that while one suggests that it is the malformation on the left temporal lobe that affected the right temporal lobe, the other suggests the reverse. It does not really matter. What matters is that we now know that both sides’ temporal lobes had some malformation, and that is give rise to the seizure attacks.

I asked the neurologist does the malformation mean that Kang Heng will lose some functions in future. The answer is that the left and right temporal lobes are responsible for the language (or speech, I cannot remember clearly) functions of a person. However, due to this concept known as ‘plasticity’, the brain can try to use the ‘good’ portions around the malformed portions to try to compensate. The pre-condition is to keep the seizures in check such that the brain will stop using the malformed portions of the brain and start to learn to use the ‘good’ portions of the brain. Being a geek, I used the analogy of marking bad sectors on a harddisk and using other sectors around it to help myself understand this better. And the good news is that plasticity is higher the younger the person is. This means that as long as we are able to keep the seizures in check, there is a good chance that Kang Heng will be able to compensate for the loss of functions due to the malformed part of his brain.

Thus starts the regiment of giving Kang Heng the medications twice day. We started to give medication as instructed by the neurologist. The seizures still came at the rate of around 1 per day. Dosage was adjusted, and after a few days the frequency of the seizure was stretched slightly to 1 per 2 days. The cycle of adjusting dosage and sometimes medicine repeats, and along the way the frequency of seizure also fluctuates up and down. Sometimes it is once for 4 days, sometimes it is a series of 1 seizure for 3 consecutive days. Along the way, we simply followed the neurologist’s advice to vary the dosage and also switch medicine when he finds that the original combination did not work well on Kang Heng.

These 2 video will give you a better idea of what happens when a seizure attacks.

He would usually start with being very daze and will not respond to our prompting. Then the area around eye brows and sometimes the nose will flush red. When the seizure comes, he will stare in space while the hands raise in the air for a few seconds. When he is in a sitting position, his head will bob (at around 0:12 position in the video).

We finally found one combination of medication plus dosage that successfully dragged the time between seizures to 4 weeks recently, however after that on 2 consecutive days he had 2 mild seizures with one twitch each.

While treating the seizure, the neurologist also pointed out in the first few visits that Kang Heng seemed to display traits of developmental delay. Specifically, at 12 months Kang Heng was not able to sit independently without external support. He recommended a physiotherapist to us, and we took up the advice.

The physiotherapy sessions started sometime in Mar or Apr 2009, and we really observe marked improvement in Kang Heng’s gross motor skills over the months. By Dec 2009, he was able to sit, pull to stand, stand independently for a few seconds, cruise along furniture and take 2-3 steps independently. For a child with development delay, we think it is tremendous improvement, we have heartfelt thanks to the physiotherapist that helped us through this journey.

Other than gross motor skills, Kang Heng’s speech and cognitive skills development are also delayed. We are now exploring starting speech therapy for Kang Heng, since he already starts to babble some unintelligible sounds. We have also queued up for a vacancy in one of the early intervention programmes, but still waiting.

My wife and me has accepted that Kang Heng may be slower in everything when compared to kids of the same age. However, luckily he is a rather happy kid, and we just let things take their own course. One thing for sure, every little progress he makes, that was easily taken for granted by parents of normal children, is a lot more appreciated by us.

You have until 23.59 today…

choongyong.koh August 15th, 2009

… to vote for the essay you like in the Essay Writing Competition organised by the Workers’ Party Youth Wing as part of this year’s National Day Celebrations – “What is  your ideal Singapore?”. Vote for them before 16 August 2009 by clicking on the ‘like’ link to increase the score that the essay you favour gets. You can always ‘like’ more than 1 essay.

The essays are:

Entry #1 – Natasha Lai Huiling, 22
Entry #2 – Kevin Tan, 20
Entry #3 – Jasline Yeow Pui Yee, 30
Entry #4 – Huang Xinyuan, 15
Entry #5 – Crystal Ong Min Ning, 15
Entry #6 – Terence Lee, 23
Entry #7 – Khairulanwar Zani, 20
Entry #8 – Edward Lim, 22
Entry #9 – Maurice Woo, 20
Entry #10 – Elvin Ong, 24
Entry #11 – Foo Zhou Jie Aloysius, 19

Of course, if you happen to read them after 2359hrs tonight, you can still ‘like’ the essays, just that it will not contribute to the final score for the essays. :)

An ideal Singapore and wishes for the Nation

choongyong.koh August 9th, 2009

Do you have an ideal Singapore in mind, one place where you truly call home, no ifs no buts, no complains and nothing yuo need to tolerate, just somewhere that closely resembles your version of paradise? Ok, paradise is a mythical place and no where on Earth can truly claim to be the perfect paradise, but one can surely dream right?

Some young people penned down their vision of an ideal Singapore, and submitted their entries to an Essay Writing Competition organised by the Workers’ Party Youth Wing (WPYW).  The deadline for submission is today – 9 Aug, so you could spend part of today to write a short 500-word essay and stand to win Borders gift vouchers worth as much as $150.  Simply send the essay to essay@wp.sg, but of course you would want to read the Terms to Participants first.  Alternatively, you can also go to WPYW’s Facebook page to vote on essays that you like.

Of course, not everyone has a flair for writing, but I am sure everyone has a desire/want/wish for the kind of country they want.  Earlier this month, I started a hashtag (#ndp09wish) on Twitter to encourage people to condense these thoughts into the 140 characters of Twitter, and it is interesting to see the kinds of wishes people come up with.  I copied some more interesting ones below:

To bring it one step further later, I was thinking it would be interesting to be able to add a little Singapore Flag in my Twitter avatar, just to display my patriotism and started a Twibbon called Singapore Wish, and a new hashtag (#sgwish), and hope that the wishes for Singapore goes beyond today.  I view Singapore Wish as both our wishes for Singapore, and our aspirations for ourselves. Our hopes and dreams should not have a deadline. :)

To add the Singapore Flag in your Twitter avatar, click on the following image:

So, beyond the celebrations today, why not spend some time to pause and reflect on your dream for the country and your dream for yourself.

Is the Hansard verbatim, or near-verbatim?

choongyong.koh February 24th, 2009

My blog post on my recent visit to the Committee of Supply debate in Parliament was initially written with the intention of telling people that they should take the time off to watch Parliamentary debates in person, rather than rely on media reports on what happened within the chambers.

Interestingly I touched on a topic that many Singaporeans were concerned with, which was at the same time not found to be reported in any mainstream media, thereby proving my point that it is better to be there.

After my reporting, I was also very keenly watching the Singapore Parliament Report (or commonly known as Hansard reports) to see how the episode I witnessed will be recorded.  I used a search term of ‘GIC’ and looked at the report dated 2009-02-10, under HEAD M – MINISTRY OF FINANCE.

Here’s an extract of what I see:

Ms Sylvia Lim: Sir, earlier the Senior Minister of State mentioned that the impact of the current turmoil was to reduce the overall portfolio value of Temasek by about 31%, if I heard her correctly.  Can she also tell us by how much the GIC overall portfolio has been reduced in the percentage terms, because I did not quite hear that.

Mrs Lim Hwee Hua: Sir, I have given that reply to a previous parliamentary question, that GIC has actually registered a significantly lower reduction in value than the World Equity Index which I believe was 41% – let me just clarify that it is actually in the Hansard*.
   

 


     

*Vol. 85, 4th February 2009.

 

 

 

 

The Chairman:  You want to clarify it some other time, Mrs Lim?
  
Mrs Lim Hwee Hua: Yes.

Hmmm… it is definitely not what I witnessed.  I am still pretty sure that to the person watching the debate that day, the answer from Mrs Lim Hwee Hua with the 41% figure was NOT referring the World Equity Index.  Mrs Lim Hwee Hua’s reply was not so fluent and I remember her sentence structure to be more broken, since she was looking for words to answer Ms Sylvia Lim’s question.

I did a little more digging around and looked for the Vol. 85 Hansard report and the following is the relevant section:

    The Senior Minister of State for Finance (Mrs Lim Hwee Hua) (for the Minister for Finance):  Mr Speaker, Sir, the Government’s mandate for GIC is to achieve a reasonable rate of return above global inflation, over a long-term horizon.  In the last 20 years to March 2008, the average annual rate of return of the portfolio was 5.8% in Singapore dollar terms.  This was 4.5% above global inflation.  This data and more information can actually be found in the GIC Report published in September 2008.

     GIC has performed well over the long-term, in accordance with its mandate.  In the current financial meltdown, GIC’s investments have lost value, just like any other institutional investors.  The overall value has, however, fallen by much less than the decline in global equity markets of 42% for 2008, mitigated by GIC’s decision early in the crisis to reduce its equity market exposures, and its portfolio diversification strategy.  Further, GIC takes a long-term approach to investment management, which enables it to ride through the cycles, including the current severe downcycle.  It is difficult to make meaningful direct comparisons between the performance of GIC and other institutional investors as the investment horizons, objectives and parameters vary widely. 

So the number for decline in global equity markets for 2008 is 42%.

A look at the report for 2009-02-10, Mrs Lim Hwee Hua actually re-stated the 42% figure earlier in the same session.

   With regard to how the portfolio as a whole has performed, like what I had mentioned in a reply to another Parliamentary Question last week, while GIC’s investments have diminished in value just like any other institutional investors’, it has fallen by much less than the decline in global equity markets indices of 42% for 2008.

If Mrs Lim Hwee Hua had intended to deflect’s Ms Sylvia Lim’s question by giving the same textbook answer given earlier, then it is strange that a Senior Minister of State can forget so quickly a figure that she rattled off earlier in the day (off a written speech) and make a mistake of quoting a different (albeit near) figure of 41%.

In any case, I think I have also said it in one of the replies to comments to my blog, the 41% figure was something that seemed to be plugged out of thin air, but it is definitely obvious to the observer that Mrs Lim Hwee Hua was seemingly trying to grapple with the pointed question from Ms Sylvia Lim, and almost gave away the ‘big national secret’.

Enough of whether GIC loss 41%, or it was just a slip of the tongue of Mrs Lim Hwee Hua.  The more important thing this episode has taught me is another thing – that the Hansard reports, contrary to popular belief, are not verbatim.  This means that the Hansard reports do not necessarily contain word-for-word of what is being said in the Parliament.  I did a quick check on the history of Hansard reports, and found that in the parliaments around the world where Hansard reports are kept, it is always stated that it is a near-verbatim record.  Meaning, it is as close to verbatim as possible, but never word-for-word.

Looking at the Standing Orders of the Parliament of Singapore, we can also see the section under Official Reports:

29. − (1) An official report of all speeches made in the Chamber and debates on a Bill in Select Committee which shall be as nearly as possible verbatim, shall be prepared in such form as the Speaker may direct.

(2) A first copy of the report shall be sent to each Member as soon as practicable after the conclusion of each sitting. This first copy of the report shall be exclusively for the use of Members in relation to the business of Parliament conducted in the Chamber or in the Select Committee as the case may be, and subject thereto, shall not be for publication.

(3) If no Member in writing addressed to the Chief Reporter and Editor seeks to make any change in the report within seventy-two hours from the time when the first copy of the report was despatched to each Member, the report shall be published without correction.

(4) Any dispute as to the correctness of the report of any speech contained in the first copy of the report and any request for any material change in the report shall be referred to the Speaker who shall rule thereon and shall direct publication of the speech in accordance with his ruling which shall not be called in question.

In other words, it is confirmed that the Singapore Hansard is also near-verbatim, but not verbatim.  Also, according to 29(4), the Speaker has the last say in what is published in the Singapore Hansard.

I checked the ChannelNewsAsia videos of the budget debate, but could not find the portion of the debate.  I checked a few other day’s vidoes, and realised that although there are many videos of the Parliament debates available, the videos don’t cover every minute of the debates.  Now I start to wonder whether the $110 of TV and Radio license should be used in financing the TV stations to ensure that Singaporeans can view every minute of the Parliament debates, rather than sponsor shows like Little Nonya (which I enjoy, but does not really fall under the category of a public broadcasting programme).

So now with the publication of the Hansard and no video from our TV and Radio License funded public broadcasting programmes to back up my narrative of what happened in Parliament on 10 Feb 2009, it is up to you, my readers, to discern whether I was speaking the truth, or I am just another (not faceless, not pseudonym wielding) blogger that spews half-truths or un-truths.

Redrawing of Polling Districts

choongyong.koh February 18th, 2009

Latest at 5:00pm today: http://www.elections.gov.sg/gazette/Boundaries%20of%20altered%20polling%20districts.pdf

I misunderstood earlier that this means the Electoral Boundaries are being redrawn.  Someone pointed out to me this is just a re-designation of polling districts within the existing electoral division.

Maybe it is just one of the ‘routine’ things done like the update of the Register of Electors.

犯太岁?

choongyong.koh February 10th, 2009

今天是正月十五元宵节。初一到十五,短短的十五天内,我就病了八天。初六晚上拜访一位老朋友之后,带着家人到住家附近的食阁解决晚餐,妻子和我都心想试一试那里的酿豆腐摊。还好我指出食阁里有出售妻子喜爱的炒粿条,才让她“逃过一劫”。我却没有那么幸运,吃了一碗味道不怎么样的酿豆腐,当晚半夜就“狂泻不止”!

保济丸、五塔散、超碳丸(Ultra-carbon pill)三管齐下,都没有让我在接下来的一天有任何起色。还好记得前一阵子儿子肚泻时医生建议可以饮用H2O等运动饮料迅速补充身体流失的水分,所以也就猛灌H2O!初七人日在外婆家大聚餐、捞鱼生,我也只有干看的份儿,唉!

接下来几天,看了医生,拿了药,但医生也说药只能帮助控制,不让肚泻情况太过火,主要的还是要休息以及足够的水分。所以初八、九这两天,我不是白面包配清水,就是白粥配粥水。清清淡淡过了几天,身体也轻了几公斤。

初十开始尝试吃一点炒菜配粥,没事;再进一步吃肉配饭,也没事。心中庆幸肚泻情况终于有起色。十一那天,很“勇敢”地吃了一顿平常爱吃的fish-n-chips。老人家说,肚泻最忌讳吃鱼,但我这次吃后,肚子并没有闹革命,很开心地向妻子宣布自己痊愈了!当天晚上还干劲十足的和一群工人党的党员一起在实龙岗一带做例常访问,一层一层地在政府组屋上上下下,没有什么问题。

不料,隔天清早起来,右边膝盖隐隐作痛,起初还以为是在睡梦中撞到床边,没有太过在意。带了儿子上学,径往后港的善堂和父母亲会合,一同拜祭忌日在当天的祖父。拜祭的当儿,膝盖的痛渐渐加深,甚至在需要下跪后差点儿就站不起来。后来载了姑姑回家,自己已经是有点困难地驾车回家了。还好车子是自动档,所以我还可以比较容易控制,不至于让自己陷于危险驾驶。

抵达家门后,不得已得取消当天的一切计划。膝盖上的疼痛已经从一点类似被撞到黑青淤血,变成一阵阵刺痛的感觉。这种感觉一来,就肯定是老毛病:痛风了。随即吃了以前医生预配的药丸,但到了晚上,还是需要依靠一把雨伞充当拐杖才能三秒一步地自行到厕所小解。

当夜虽然很快入睡,但凌晨四点半就给膝盖上随着脉搏跳动的一阵阵像是刀割的剧痛痛醒。剧痛让我无法继续入眠,只得到客厅扭开电视机,希望能靠“家好月圆”的剧情让我暂时忘却脚上的痛。在这个时候我才能够领略到星和随选电视的好处。

看了两集,膝盖似乎真的没有那么痛了。关上电视,我也昏昏沉沉地睡着了。

醒来后,不到几个小时,之前约好来我家拜年的朋友陆续到访。我也只能一拐一拐地迎接他们,随后就一屁股做在自己的椅子上。朋友们之间的谈话,叙旧,也让我比较容易过了许多小时,忘却了脚上的剧痛。

朋友们在晚上离开后,我发觉自己似乎已经不需要用我的“雨伞拐杖”了。膝盖的痛也从刀割变成比较忍得的痛。

睡了一觉,正月十四日清早起床,虽然还是得一拐一拐地走路,但至少是能走了。下午出席了工人党福利股的新年团拜,上下楼梯时还是有点问题,但其余时间,只要不站得太久,也还可以。

今天元宵节,可以算是完全痊愈了,但膝盖部分的肌肉还是有点绷紧的感觉,看来也许要多一两天才会散去。

所以说,从初六到元宵,其中只有一天是没事,其余的八天都是有病缠身。照理说,就算今年是我的本命年,犯了太岁,我也在初四那天听父母的话到庙宇里拜拜了。

只希望自己在接下来的日子里有如以下(最近在早报看到)的对联:

祸不单行昨日行
福无双至今日至

祝己丑年快乐!

choongyong.koh January 26th, 2009

祝己丑年快乐!

 

祝己丑年快乐!

Verb for diarrhoea?

choongyong.koh January 25th, 2009

I was typing a blog post in happyeternally.blogspot.com and was thinking of the verb for the word “diarrhoea”. However, searching a few online dictionaries only yielded the noun, and there was no mention of the verb for this word.

Anyone knows?

Late night SMS

choongyong.koh January 25th, 2009

Received 2 SMS past midnight yesterday. Both were friends wishing me a happy and prosperous Lunar New Year. Nice little messages, but the timing could be better. Imagine being woken up from a deep slumber by the beeping of the phone to see a non-urgent message. During the Christmas seasons, I received some messages even at 4 or 5 am!

Some might say I can always switch off the phone if I don’t want to be disturbed, but nobody knows when an emergency occurs that might require friends/relatives to contact me via my mobile phone in the middle of the night.

Not really blaming my friends for the late night SMS, since they might not have control over the actual time I receive the messages. From what I know, SMS messages can get delivered hours after they are sent due to the high traffic over the festive seasons, especially one or two days before the actual ‘Big Days’ like Christmas, New Year and Lunar New Year.

However, some time ago I ticked off a friend who was sending me messages after midnight, during off-peak seasons. His reply to me was that in his circle of young people, sending SMS to people in the wee hours of the day is a common practice.

Maybe I am getting old, but I belong to the group of people that will think twice before calling/SMS people after 11pm, just in case I disturb their rest. Corresponding via email / facebook / twitter is another matter though, since all these communication channels do not usually cause an alert (unless one enables the alerts) upon receiving them.

So during this Lunar New Year season, I hope to receive less of the almost-heart-attack-inducing-midnight-SMS and more Wall Posts / Twitter talk / Email / Blog comments from my friends. :)

Heating Up?

choongyong.koh January 16th, 2009

Just went for another round of house visit last evening.  As usual, some of the residents’ response upon seeing us coming is “要大选了?” (“Elections coming?”).  There has also been some speculation among observers and internet bloggers on the possibility of snap elections.

The same topic is a recurring theme in a lot of my conversations online and offline with friends recently, since they know of my heavy involvement in WP, and so they ask me if I think a snap election is possible.

My responses so far to my friends is that, to me, it does not really matter whether elections is called 3 months from today, or in 2011 when the full term of the current parliament is up.  Basically as a volunteer to a cause I believe in, I just put in the same amount of commitment to help contribute in whatever way I can, in a consistent and sustainable way.  My foray into local politics since 2006 is not a long one, but it is enough for me to understand one thing – a consistent level of contribution is always a lot better than burst-mode enthusiasm that comes quickly and goes equally fast.

In any case, the changes I hope to help create are long term goals, which do not materialize overnight.  Be it the goal to have Singapore wean off its dependency on fossil fuel, or the vision to see Singapore moving away from being dominated by a single party, my dreams will take a long time to materialize.

So does it matter whether there are signs that things are heating up?  I will still work as hard as before to fulfill my dreams.

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